They
walked along the straight pathway that ran up through
the centre of Bedford Way, but for Andy it felt somewhat
surreal. He would normally have been too damned scared
to have ventured in the park, let alone stroll up the
middle of it as if he owned the place. He didn’t
look at anyone, but felt an incredible power flow through
him. He liked this feeling and could feel his walk metamorphose
into a strut. No more would he be the kid being punched
by the bully. Paul Daley was well known both as a dealer
and as someone that you didn’t mess with. Andy
was conscious of all eyes being on them. The park was
well-known for being the place to get your gear and
here he was strolling along with the main dealer. He
felt elated but petrified at the same time. He had never
broken the law; in fact he was a bit of a coward and
almost stood to attention at the sight of a policeman.
He knew he wasn’t actually doing anything wrong
but he couldn’t help feeling a twinge of embarrassment,
or was it shame, as if by simply being in the presence
of Paul Daley made him guilty of something.
“This
is my place” said Paul, “everyone here knows
who I am and what I do.” Andy didn’t need
to be told that, he knew Paul’s reputation only
too well. That is why he was surprised that Paul had
paid him any attention, let alone permit him to vicariously
bask in his glory. “I know” said Andy, not
knowing if Paul wanted him to say more.
“Stuff
goes on here that doesn’t get talked about outside
the park, understand?”, Paul looked at Andy in
a very knowing way. Andy knew exactly what the look
meant. “Absolutely,” Andy replied. Andy
sensed something was going to happen and instinctively
knew his life was not going to be the same again. Without
warning Paul stopped walking, causing Andy to be a few
more steps in front before he realised. He stopped and
turned around but it wasn’t Paul who caught his
attention.