
"The
old place," Marcus said, "how fast can you
get there?"

"Twenty
minutes, tops."

He could
smell the place as he pulled into the parking spot.
It always had the same smell, every one of them did.
It didn't matter if he was in Sterling or Brighton,
it was always consistent, that smell.

Marcus
sat in the same spot. Even as kids, Andy would notice
him from the altar. He'd be sitting on the edge of the
row, next to the seventh station of the cross plaque.
Marcus made Andy hate being an altar boy: Altar boys
are suck ups and serving God is for pansies. But regardless
of his mockery, every Sunday Marcus appeared in that
same spot-even when his parents no longer persuaded
him, even after Andy's faith was shattered and he hated
churches-Marcus would be there. Sometimes, when Andy
came early, he saw Marcus kneeling down, alone, when
he believed no one was watching. He wanted so badly
to tell him God was just a fantasy, that believers were
naïve, but Marcus was intimidating, even in a church,
he would easily break Andy.

The
smell invaded Andy's brain. Pain teased his head. Was
something moving in the shadows? He pressed his eyes
shut and it was gone.

He approached
Marcus who did not move. He slid across the pew until
he was beside this man. Marcus was his only lead; his
only hope of getting his daughter back. Andy looked
at his face, it appeared older, maybe tired. How long
has it been since they'd met up here? Heather's funeral?
Marcus's face lit up when he realized Andy was beside
him. He embraced him, squeezing blood into the sore
muscles, still not recovered from earlier. Andy pulled
his shirt down, to cover the red circles on his wrists.
Something about the marks was humiliating, he wanted
to hide them, as if covering them would cover what happened.

"I
know we've been through a lot Andy. I owe you, I know
that, but, there's not much I can do about this one.
He's lost it since-"

"-I
know Marcus, but we've all been down that road, and
we made it out."

"He's
not like us. He's not stable."

"But
I didn't do anything wrong Marcus, you believe me right?"